Every Song Has It's Meaning....

2009-05-06T21:54:00.001-07:00

got another new blog liao so, maybe i'll just this blog to die... maybe... :D

2009-04-29T23:02:00.000-07:00

My gastric pains always act up at the wrong times...
Today even before i sat for the Chinese Paper 1,
i had a very bad gastric pain... i ate the medcine but it didnt help.
i told myself to just concentrate on my exam paper
but i couldnt it was really pain...
i might go see the doctor after the exams
to have some checks on my gastric pain problem that has
been with me for like 3 years already.... and lucky for me,
the asthmatic condition of mine hasnt been acting up
since 2 to 3 months ago :D
Today's chinese paper is generally okay though...
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i've decided to let him go... maybe thats the only way to
make him happy :)

2009-04-29T00:33:00.001-07:00

Tmr got exam... very stress and worried
Today got bad luck... i walk pass the playground
at the HDB flat that time, got someone threw down
like i think 10 over CDs, then i got hit on the
shoulder by one of the CDs. The whole playground was
littered, maybe by those things they threw down...
This was not the first time already, last month,
i nearly got hit on the head by a bottle that someone
threw down from upstairs at the same playground...
My shoulder hurts like hell...
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When walking back from school, i saw him again... I'm still
unsure whether i should just let him go... maybe thats the best
option for me...

2009-04-27T03:35:00.000-07:00

Today, i scraped my ankle, it bled...
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I can't bring myself to let him go...

2009-04-25T00:35:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went to see basketball match, come back so tired liao…
Sian… next week got exam… stress again… but never mind…
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Is letting him go the only way out for me?

2009-04-21T07:11:00.000-07:00

Today go victoria concert hall for SYF, on stage, i felt nervous but never the less,
i gave in 110% of effort :D And..... We got a sliver :)

2009-04-19T23:41:00.000-07:00

I'm so nervous... Tmr is SYF competition day, don't even know whether

we will get a bronze or silver... But i will put in effort into this competition

although i always get scolded by the instructor... :)

2009-04-16T01:04:00.000-07:00

Very tired... today got chinese test, i was so worried that my mind went blank when i start doing the test... Some more got NAPFA test till 4pm...

2009-04-13T23:35:00.000-07:00

So tired sia... Yesterday got CCA until 8+pm... Then study in the
middle of the nite, study history chap 6, then today, i heard from classmate
say only study chap 4, so frustrating....
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No matter how HARD life may seem, no matter how much you just want to let it all go, there's always, ALWAYS going to be a better time.

2009-04-12T00:08:00.000-07:00

Exam. Study. Lacking of Sleep. Stress
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I don't want to be the third party...

2009-04-08T02:00:00.000-07:00

Actually wanted to change blogskin but cannot find other
blogskin that i like... I've decided to focus on singing rather
than complaining about be scolded in choir...
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Should i really let him go? It has been two years already...

2009-04-07T02:02:00.000-07:00

This is the last time i am going to say this...
to the "Gavin" tagger,
First, stop posting nonsense things on my c-box, as you have seen
i have deleted your tags.
Second, if u are gavin, i have to tell you that the more you post
nonsense, the more i HATE you.
I will never accept you, neither will i like you, 所以請你不要
在死缠着我不放因為我已經喜歡上別人...

2009-04-02T22:09:00.000-07:00

Today got jogathon at chinese garden, run till the end liao then rest for while, regain energy and then Me and some other friends play with water from the bottled mineral water... spray each other with water, then the boring prize presentation (so long...), me and kai ting went to Lot one, eat finish then go buy stuff, then go home.... Tired....
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I wish he would somehow notice me...

2009-03-27T00:22:00.000-07:00

Yesterday's Lit Poetry workshop was so boring that
i nearly fell asleep in class... But time flies quickly,
so it finished quite fast...
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i want nobody, nobody but him...

2009-03-25T02:20:00.000-07:00

Raining... Still learning how to sing Hishoku No Sora by Kawada Mami and Aka No Seijaku
by Ishika Yoko... difficult but still trying... :)
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2009-03-24T03:44:00.000-07:00

Today feeling so tired cause today went to remedial...
*New songs added :)

2009-03-13T02:40:00.000-07:00

The self-esteem workshop today was kinda fun,

though it lasted for like 2 long hours...

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2009-03-12T02:02:00.000-07:00

Had re-test for maths today, 1 more mark and i would have
cross the 60% mark expectation... for the orginal test, this
happened 2 times in a row already... Cut my finger when
doing DNT practical, i was filing the sharp edges of the aluminium.
Still hurts a bit till now, but nvr mind... :)
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... dont know what to say

2009-03-11T01:32:00.000-07:00

SYF competition date is getting closer and closer....
i found out that concentrated better when i have
music blasting from my headphones into my ears... ;)
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If fairytales were real,
people will never be heartbroken again

2009-03-10T01:23:00.000-07:00

*This was supposed to be posted yesterday, but i didnt have the time...
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Argh.... i disliked today's CCA practice! I don't want to even continue...
Btw, i added a new song... :)
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i saw him again

2009-03-06T00:17:00.000-08:00

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i'm getting more and more tired as the days passes by...

2009-03-03T21:38:00.000-08:00

New Song added to playlist, its a Korean song which has a
lot of meaning in it. To view the english translation of the
lyrics, http://www.leoslyrics.com/listlyrics.php?hid=7VxAkQ9KkK4%3D
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i dont feel too good today, having a bad day....
世界是殘酷的

Music

2009-03-03T17:04:00.000-08:00

Leona Lewis
Better In Time lyrics

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok
[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I'll believe in
And I know time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be
[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause
I deserve to
It'll all get better in time ok
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is
I'll be fine without you
Yes I will
[Chorus: x2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause
I deserve to (yes I do)
It'll all get better in time

2009-02-25T02:08:00.000-08:00

Today's maths test was so difficult, i skipped 2 questions.

But never mind, since the test is over, there's no use complaining about it...

2009-02-20T00:22:00.000-08:00

Won't be updating blog for a short time due to exams,

will be back asap :) signing off...

2009-02-05T23:46:00.001-08:00

Just trying out...

Every song has its meaning,
there is no song without one... x3